1. I whish I could know how her brain works sometimes..... I mean....don't get me wrong, I love her but...........she can change her personalities so suddenly.........
ok.....I messed up....... I REALLY messed up....n I keep messing up even more... n I whish I could change.... ;___________;
what did I do?

- I went over my internet usage by 50Gb n she got a huge bill to pay, then she got pissed of n called the comapny that we want to quit....... after 5minutes she acted like nothing happened at all. this might as well be my last 3weeks with internet (not that I need it for college...................... *cough* ... ) then after some time she changed back to her evil/pissed off mode n started to pretend I'm not even there... or like I would b..i donno.....some kinda random person from the street.....
then she kinda callmed down, but it didn't stop her from shouting at me.........

- I killed her flowers........
I can't take care of flowers...srsly.... if they r not in my room then they prob gonna die......... n she's not at home ALL weeks...n she bought those pretty flowers for a £20......WHY?????????? she knew I would kill them..............
and another reason for hating me this week......

- ...................Why does different counties have different dates for mothers day?
....................................... I forgot that...............
she is SO gonna hate me now............................
at this stage it might take a year for her to callm down............... T________________________T



and why is this all happening when I thought life couldn't b better?? T_____________________T




2....half term now......... a week off from college...then going back for 3weeks n...............finish..........omg.... then summer and.....no college for 2months........
m I happy?
NO...


3. sorry for not being on here for a looooooooooooooooooooong time...... I have like 200 deviations....and looads of msgs.... n stuff........
I just was so busy.... as always....